As the darkness lurches on from beyond the haunting lack of control, I wonder if the nightmare in itself is my mind gathering importance at the awakening of reasoning in flaw’s, or if the solutions I find to the situation at hand seem more capable of destroying my peace rather than convert the lack of it into wishing for the best to happen at any moment .,

overcoming compensation is a necessity to explore .,

And then there is the ending of a nightmare and in waking up reality where such a requirement for contentment is absurd, with the system built on personal probabilities , it’s difficult to pick a side , much less to start over and redesign the house of lies based on what reality affords to consider as mine.,